re: my outpour a while back, drugs
I want to say that i have no ill will towards anyone. I’m often shit with communicating & that is a fault of mine that i own. It is a bad habit that i bottle things up, afraid that someone will hate me, but silence is not the answer.
After having said what i did, rolling & processing a lot of things, i feel much better about the situation. I also never mean to sound or come across as ungrateful, because i still hold so much love for the support I’ve gotten
re: my outpour a while back
@Oneironott thank you. It's weird how what I want to hear most resonates as simply true rather than anything more extravagant.
re: my outpour a while back
We all deserve to heal, and we’re a group of queer folks many with history of trauma who are trying to recover together, and i admit i have underestimated how hard that is. No matter what has happened and how that makes me feel, i still am so thankful and proud.
You deserve to heal. I deserve to heal.