I still get those moments where I'm like "Gosh, you know, it's kinda weird that I don't want to be human and that this a thing that makes perfect sense somehow"
Not the me that counts. I am dreamstuff. A vision in the mind of a different, aching being. I am what is inside this chassis of flesh and bone. I am that which i would be.
It's okay for me to say it.
It's okay for me to know it to be as true as i know the rest of my identity.
It's okay to let it sink in.
To skip the steps of measured denial i did when i accepted that i was trans.
I would not misgender myself, so let me not do this know
It is not that I 'don't want to be human'
It is that i am not human.
And i am in this form anyway.
And that is how it is.
Not a impossible dream,
but a dissonance
@Oneironott as a person who has wanted to not be human since my earliest memories, I totally feel you
@Oneironott so do you identify as... otterkin?!?
@Fuego *giggles* oh my gosh XP
@Oneironott a couple of years ago my husband and I decided I'm "dog trans" which was also ha ha only serious https://awoo.space/media/P1yhFF1nt7x1EqKlQX4
@Fuego YEAH. The parallelssssss
You are gorgeous. 💙💙💙
I guess i keep wording it this way, but it's okay to say that I'm not human. I should pretty much know that by now.