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@KawaSeadrake sometimes i’m terribly afraid that all of this is for nothing. I’m afraid that… not just that i don’t know what i’m doing, but i’m chasing something futile.
Led clear across this country because…
I don’t feel human.
And these folks understand.
The truth is i’m terrified and i don’t know what i’m doing. All i know is how right being here feels, and thankfully it’s often enough to let me not worry so much about the details