ohhhh it's a language setting, I see. WELL
AS CUTE AS THIS IS
I can't have constant hypnotic feedback
.... can I? >.>'
I still say to myself often "I should be able to handle this/ I should be able to do better"
*sigh* But I Can't. that's not a bad thing nor a good thing obviously but like... I can't, and that's a limit.
I can't live life denying my traumas and trying to get to a place where I can forget about them or at least never tell anyone about them.
The folks I care about, I think, should have the context to be able to empathize and understand why I am this way. Why I have trouble with certain things.
I'm feeling better, and perhaps healthier. I still have/had shame about my life, traumas, and being the way I am. It's getting better.
Trauma talk, others, birdsite link (~+)
https://twitter.com/Oneironott/status/1006692814606888960
I made a thread talking about my traumas, healing, and being a survivor.
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing