Trauma talk, others, birdsite link (~+)
https://twitter.com/Oneironott/status/1006692814606888960
I made a thread talking about my traumas, healing, and being a survivor.
I still say to myself often "I should be able to handle this/ I should be able to do better"
*sigh* But I Can't. that's not a bad thing nor a good thing obviously but like... I can't, and that's a limit.
I can't live life denying my traumas and trying to get to a place where I can forget about them or at least never tell anyone about them.
The folks I care about, I think, should have the context to be able to empathize and understand why I am this way. Why I have trouble with certain things.
All of me is beautiful.
@Oneironott I love all of you. Including the golden cracks. Including every self you are.
I know what you have to work with, and I'm so glad you've made it here, this far.
Trauma talk, others, birdsite link (~+)
@Oneironott I love you Vloe, and I feel lucky to know you. All of you is beautiful. Thank you for sharing this.
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Trauma talk, others, birdsite link (~+)
@Oneironott I've been thinking worried, soft thoughts about you all day, and am really glad to see you feeling healthier.
Trauma talk, others, birdsite link (~+)
@Oneironott I'm also reminded of some of the stuff @mawr has written on being a ✨plush✨, about finding strength in softness.
I'm feeling better, and perhaps healthier. I still have/had shame about my life, traumas, and being the way I am. It's getting better.