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Vivid Tail Feelings aaaa

“My ceramonial mezcal” - a coyote, of course #nocontexttheatre

Last time i spoke to my mother i told her that i say “dream of wonders” and why.
She really liked it.
I don’t know… that really felt good.
She will never know why i truly am under it all. She wouldn’t understand. But… letting one peace of it be transmitted and sink in… even out of context…
Makes me feel like I’ve shared a sliver of it.

Knock me up with a litter or two

Living that gay-ass trans capitalist dystopian life

Halcyon 2: Electric Boogaloo #nocontexttheatre

I have a fat sensitive bodypillow tail

Time to smoke the lurking horror in my mind away

“I’m not a TOY for you to PLAY with… except yeah I’m literally that” #nocontexttheatre

Disclaimer: I'm not used to talking about Autism, let alone about my having it. If I ever say something Awkward or not good or anything, please let me know and I will remedy it <3

Gods, is feeling like you're an alien a very autistic experience, I wonder?

Sometimes I Just Can't

This is just -one- of many many feelings I'm re-evaluating and kinda realizing "oh, yeah, I'm probably quite autistic"
a Whole Host of feelings I used to mentally put under "I'm neurodiverse/neurodivergent" that couldn't really be explained by my depression, ADD, etc
There has been a LOT LOT LOT to unpack.

Again I'm not like... I understand that People Don't Get It, but it filters into my life-long feeling of "What the hell I don't feel human" growing up. I don't understand HOW people don't get it. my brain can't comprehend not having that innate "Oh yeah everyone's different"
I definitely am GOOD with people but these things just absolutely baffle me and confuse and frustrate me... as someone trying to reach and grasp at the very concept of Not Getting It