-> @oneironott@vulpine.club @Oneironott@awoo.space
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing
Joined Apr 2017
Neptunians, woo
I was one with the water long before all of this. long before I could grasp furry, or resonating with it, the water was there to embrace me where little else made sense.
Even in my redesigns in furry, every time I wanted to be an otter.
and as I am discovering to be vastly more substantial than i thought... Otter has been with me for a long time.
They were the one, among others, who convinced me not to be scared of imposing. To take the form of an otter
Neptunians
One of the things I havn't touched on is one of the biggest parts of my trip to me.
Was meeting others of my kind. Others with bits of the vast, glowing ocean in them.
I think I take this as serious or silly as I need to in any given situation, but there are vast, deep, unexplainable importances in Neptunian culture, and being one of Halcyon, that strike deep.
I feel very close to me fellow Neptunians in ways that continue to astound me.
And more familiarity. All This Makes Sense.
-> @oneironott@vulpine.club
boosted
#introductions I'm Komma!
* I'm a #furry and #gamedev designer programmer
* male, he/him pronouns. Asexual but with a preference for cuddling with other men.
* big scaly with taily
* experience making games in JavaScript, Lua, C++, and more. Contact me if you need an affordable freelance coder.
* lots of anthro OCs
* plays board games, roguelikes, fighters, and #Overwatch
* furry indulgences: macro, bigness, b-movie science fiction
* socialist
* making a retro-style "wizardry" dungeon crawler
-> @oneironott@vulpine.club
boosted
woo, compassion
there's a dream, half-remembered;
an echo, cast from
the light at the bottom of the sea.
[I love you so much
for the sheer fact
that you exist in this world.
for you are something unique-
a wonderful jewel
that casts its light into creation;
creating anew in the ripples cast by your passing.
May you always shine bright.
May existence be gentle to you.
You deserve sanctuary
and warmth
and love
and wonder.
We're so proud of you.
We love you so much. ]
freewrite poetry (fin/?)
Dot dot dot
Dash dash dash
Dot dot dot
Dreaming of rescue that never came
Dreaming of freedom from false form
That my signal might be found someday
Dot dot dot
Dash dash dash
Dot dot dot
freewrite poetry (3/?)
Unfamiliar world
Unfamiliar body
Lost and lonely
I felt in this planet of green and blue
Far before i ever knew the truth of myself
that i wasn't from here, or like them.
Despit and fearful
Pain and odd joy
Cry to space
freewrite poetry (2/?)
The heart ached
Mind couldn't parse
Directed upwards
I wanted to talk to the stars and beyond
To the hopes that anyone was listening
As I wandered, 'out there' was more familiar
Please respond
to the suffering
in my heart
freewrite poetry (1/?)
When i was young
I wanted to learn
HAM radio
I grew up in the country where i only knew
People with the variable quality of proximity
So to say that I didn't relate to anyone
Fields and roads
For many miles
All loneliness
kinfeels, talking-to-machines
it was worth a try.
https://awoo.space/media/c9HoHKyP_v86hNAxIkg
I wish i could take a snapshot of my younger self and my mental state then and now.
Gods i'm -happy-, everyone. For the sake of my younger self and all that suffering i just want to yell it
I'M
HAPPY.
I'm okay. Im getting better. I'm thriving. I love myself and i love my plentiful friends
Okay what the hell
I just heard from another class
"Turn your brains on. Turn on the switch"
The class next to where i am is, for some
reason, is chanting "FISH" and "CORAL" Over and over and this is like neptunian level memetics yo what the hell
future, moving search, important stuff
if anyone has any leads as far as entry software or more likely general IT. I have experience doing field IT work. (Otherwise looking at school options and plans to go for my BA in software engineering)
bathroom humor
Ohhh local furry chat
https://awoo.space/media/vrYKwb0UXogew1C3LLQ
Why is it so hard to remember. So distant so often.
I'm not human. I am not human
I
Am not
Human.
bio-familial venting
For years, my mother has refused to hear or listen to me on the issue of my mental health and most anything that happened to me as a result of her abandonment of me.
I…have all the reason not to talk with my family ever again...
gender (-), social dysphoria
Nothing says "i need to fucking get out of here" like coming back to Cleveland to everyone staring and glaring and not knowing how to deal with me, at the least.
I didn't realize how bad it was until i got a chance to see how it could be in Seattle.
Toy manuals are a good example of my change in worldview over the years from "this is cute" to "OH, THIS IS VERY REAL"
weird head question, plurality
How do you know when… someone in the is a tulpa and when it's a spirit or something of the like?
Because they definitely aren't a headmate.
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
---
Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing
Joined Apr 2017
