youth, otherkin, postfurry
I never stopped looking to the stars. I never stopped begging some cosmic spark of chance to come take me home.
Talk about feeling astranged from one's culture. I always felt estranged from.. all cultures. humanity.
Until I met this amazing community that is postfurry.
and then I took a trip to seattle, and I fell in love.
Even after so, so long of repression, it sank in like welcoming me home. And they did just that.
youth, otherkin
I guess I could go on forever about the possible reasons why, but I guess it's obvious to me now in some deep way that only comes from what feels like that slow motion Plinko game where the fact just sinks deeper and keeps hitting pegs labelled "Yet Another Realization"
I'm not human. I'm not from earth. I'm from out there, beyond this system.
youth, Being Other
I always felt radically different, even as I discovered my sexuality and gender. Up until a year or so ago there was always just... difference.
The only thing that ever made sense to me as a kid was looking far up beyond the sky and wanting to go home. At.. 8? whenever I could grasp it really.
youth, Being Other
I could never understand a lot of society. fundamentally, absolutely. I was a kid that would get made fun of or played tricks on, and I'd stare back just... confused, you know? I fundamentally never understood why. I'm experiencing and living. just like you. Why are you doing this? why?
food-ethics
[even though in an ideal world i probably would be vegetarian if i could swing it because i don’t entirely like the idea of consuming other animals]
infinite mathematicians enter a bar. the first orders a pint of beer, the second orders half a pint. the third orders a quarter pint, and the bartender cuts them off there and just pours them two pints
after a time the mathematicians indicate they're ready for another round. as before, the first one orders a pint and the second orders a half. when the third orders a third of a pint the bartender says "actually i think you've all had enough for tonight"
gender
I am extremely nonbinary and fluid to an extent and finally thats pushing deeper and thats okay.
Sometimes i guess i want to be have a vagina and no boobs and be/present masculine to androgynous
Sometimes i want a vagina and boobs and present androgynous to feminine
I am me. I am not binary.
I am not a guy or girl
Oh, yeah, This is extremely Me
https://awoo.space/media/Mx16IKho_zhPl1UYj2I
https://awoo.space/media/PjKvPYK-ktocDhecKSU
gender, surgery talk
My gender is very NO today. I have accepted my fluidity at this point, and i definitely vary in androgynous, nonbinary ranges.
I’m convinced that surgery is the best option for me. I have no connection to my parts, and whether vag or null-feeling or packing, i want the ability to have some resemblance of fluidity in my choices there.
So idk. I’m extremely nulltoy today
I love @emanate so much 💙
We are toyfrieeennnddsss and they are such a wonderful spark and fire in my heart 💙
---
Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
---
Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing