-> @oneironott@vulpine.club @Oneironott@awoo.space

Im gay

AWOOOOOOOO

Gods, i could use some kelp

Likely will not be available much right now. Not doing good at all. Difficult to parse why. This will pass but we’ve crashed hard

I’m trying really hard

I don’t know whats wrong with my lately. I’m sorry.

I tried for a year and a few months to finally get hired into an internship where i only got harassed -most- days, but its so fucking sweet that you think you know my life enough to suggest that cost of living be a gamebreaker for my move mmhmm

This often overlaps with “cis folks who have no fucking idea how hard it is for trans folks to survive” FWIW.
It’s so sweet you assume that trans folks can get employed just as easily as anyone else really ._.’

I wish people around here didn’t always think they know what’s best for me re: moving. I’m tired of all the dissenting voices from folks who don’t even see a fraction of my life

Speaking of denim i found my old kikwear and it’s like… a 40 waist and enough denim to cover a taur and jfc

Bepis flavored jorts

I love this, and i love the beings who have helped me to get this far. I’m very passionate about this, and i know i talk about it a LOT, but it has altered my life in so many ways and has given me the opportunity to actually -love- this life, and love myself

Postfurry actually was the catalyst to me connecting all the wires that didn’t seem right in my life, from my interests to my gender and species. Postfurry told me that it was okay to give all of this stuff meaning that was all previously “just escapism”. It showed me that it is a window to our hearts and that we are allowed to take all that we love and desire, weave it into a narrative and self, and not just say “this is me”, but BE this Us.

Now: yeah, this is me, it’s all been me and i can do awesome things with my perception and spirituality to bend my reality. I am real and so very unreal and the world is nothing like i thought it was

also i’m real gay and moving to Seattle.

Alternate 29: *POSTFURRY*

18-22/23: T H E V O I D
23-26: survival is nice i guess. Everything else i liked doesn’t really exist in my life. Only furries and escapism. I guess i’ll go back to school soon
27-28: *INTROSPECTION* oh yeah i’m DEFINITELY genderfluid no wait nonbinary no wait trans girl no wait… what was that first one? Oh well IDKLOL let me go back to my escapism fantasy life where nothing i do there will ever come back to play a part in who i actually am or anything
29: FUCK.
30: whelp

My life: a bad telling
???-11: i think i’m supposed to like sports but i’d rather swim and read books and write instead
11-13: i love swimming and reading and writing and pokemon i guess but nothing feels right
14: FURRIES
15: FURRIES
16: STILL FURRIES also my god am i gay and also crossdressing makes me feel weird and i’d rather people think i’m a girl NOT TRANS NOT TRANS
17: I don’t know if i’m trans but i want to go in HRT. Also all the previous stuff is still cool except sports