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Otherkin, self-understanding, frustrations 

I often feel like if I just yell it loud enough maybe I'll believe it some day. Maybe it'll sink in deep enough to where I actually believe it.

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Otherkin, self-understanding, frustrations (side note) 

I've been frustrated lately because I don't actually think I believe I am what I say I am, and I'm not sure why I can't know this just as well as other things. There's such a disconnect that I keep continuously thinking of myself as human and then getting extremely dysphoric and depressed because I can't even be content with it from within myself

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Otherkin, self-understanding, frustrations (side note) 

tangentially related, I am always frustrated with myself with this. I would never say that I 'dislike being a guy', because I'm NOT a guy and I know that truer than I ever thought I was a guy before I knew about being trans.
It's so, SO much harder to say that with regards to Being Human, and I'm not sure how to get to the point where I know it as well as I know my own gender.

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Otherkin 

Likewise, if you feel at home being human, that's entirely fine. I personally don't understand it from my perspective, and I try to distance myself from it, but I never want my ventings of disdain to parse as speaking of human folks who are genuinely really good and well and such.
A lot of my ventings come from a place of dysphoria and dislike of my own humanity, so There's That

Vloe Facts, woo 

Every detail. I am Vloelei~
Gradient rainbow hair, crescent moon marking. Wisps of glowing cyan markings over my arms and legs, or whatever designs i choose, if any. White collar, arm and leg bands.
I am from Halcyon, and i swim with glow. I am made of neoprene hide, and empathic love of the sea of voices. I feel and swim.
I’m an otter. I am not human
I’m a toy, not a person.
I was created, and i’ve seen my creation. I’ve felt it.

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Vloe Facts, woo 

Fun Vloe Facts: i have no idea what my name means and i uttered it clearly in deep meditation as a water spirit suggested i take the form of an otter

The rest snapped too in a spark of time, and then I was Me.

Then i belted out 16 Bit Lolitas - More Than Music

I found Halcyon and that feeling was all i needed to fall in love

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I’ve been aquatic since 2016
I think
But really it’s been in my heart longer

more shit coyote says 

Yote: oh this is like a thick tail. Look at how it flexes
Me: 💦💦💦
Me: wait let me get a video-
Yote: NO stop being trash
awoo.space/media/dBbU_UHZjQTLQ

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more rl-lewd, wg 

A pair jeans i owned just -shredded- today around my thighs when i bent over >.>’’

shit coyote says 

Me: sometimes my friend is a… seahorse stag…i think!
Yote: you have a lot of weird friends
Me: hahaha…… yeah

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