-> @oneironott@vulpine.club @Oneironott@awoo.space
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing
Joined Apr 2017
rl text lewds
I definitely have a solid exhibitionism Thing.
I just like
Want to be a community toy y’know? >.>’
Foreign life, mh (-)
Days like this I end up walking around near tears overexerting myself because I -don't know- how to ask for help or talk to folks or even know who to go to... because I'm so, SO used to being fundamentally unable to tell folks what's on my mind lest they think I'm "crazy".
not that a childhood of abusive gaslighting helps any. Being told I'm exaggerating, dramatic, and never being able to ever honestly say what's on my mind.
I'm fucking 30 and I'm still this fucked up...
Foreign life, mh (-)
I'm not used to this. Any of this. Sometimes I catch myself still working my vocabulary around being nonhuman to protect myself until I realize... what folks I'm talking to.
I don't know how to ask for help, and I don't know how to handle being around so many folks who somehow look up to me and want my time.
I've still yet more folks I havn't met and want to meet and I can't even seem to grasp the basics of what being here -means- for me.
Strain (-)
It has been a difficult day. I strained myself too much moving and unpacking my stuff.I tried to work through my pressing species dysphoria and it only made me hurt until it was just as much a strain on my mental state as my physical one. Otherwise, I waited all day to hear back from my friend about moving more of my stuff and got no response in return. The rest of the day I spend in my room, again, because there's a lot of days I just can't interact much with folks.
rl lewds, libido
I should mention that it doesn't really matter if that's a strapped on dick or what. I get that and like
if you say it is your dick it's your dick >.>'
rl lewds, libido
Ok look
I have a need
for big dick
biiiigggg
dick
just throbbing in my paws
I want to lick over the length and just
hngggg
venty bits (-)
I didn’t ask for this body. This life. This insufferable dissonance. I reject my humanity. It burns my soul, and aches impossibly. *curls up and squeaks...*
I am not human..
Can’t person today
emotiooons for ✨plushes✨(+)
It actually is making me cry and I don’t think i missed any of my belongings as much as these fuzzy friends ;~;
I also have all my plush friends back and i missed them SO SO Much. I’m falling asleep hugging all of them so very right and reminding them that i love them all so very much 💞💞💞
OH GODS I finally have my desktop AAAA I miss you so
gender shitpost
I’m at the combination real gay boi and femme girl
gender, fluidity (+++)
Swinging into boy mode and being able to be found attractive by gay guys after all that i’ve been through is one of the most oddly satisfying things i’ve experienced in a while.
I really am at this point where i can swap mannerisms, demeanor, present a bit differently and mostly be parsed either male or female and this is so wildly satisfying and a point i never thought i’d hit
fursuit
He took me to bed 💙♠️💙 and we…… SNUGGED >\\\>
seattle loc question, moving
(Err sometime this week)
seattle loc question, moving
So the rest of my belongings are here and i’m taking some back tonight buuuut if anyone (inc with a car) is potentially available to help me move some of this stuff (crown hill to north seattle areas) it would be so appreciated
abdl
Oh no
Poor moving company
Dont judge me
https://awoo.space/media/6ow39cQCThRtv9CaVPg
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing
Joined Apr 2017
