I wish i could disclaimer my ventings with “entity in here may be happier than ve appears” or something. I’m very much the “dump and move on” type because the act of venting itself helps me
vore, suicide/self harm (conceptual), kink discussion
I’ve wondered at a distance about these theme and either it’s potential problems or worth. I wonder if such an outlet is helpful to folks, and i can only extrapolate based on my own history of suicidal thoughts and attempts. The particular vore theming is simultaneously appealing to me and offputting, because it taps into that very real space that has always been a part of my depression.
Gods, kinks are fascinating
vore, suicide/self harm (conceptual), kink discussion
Harder vore themes of consumption sometimes mixes with this melancholic feeling of not necessarily -suicide- but the concept of not being around anymore. This bittersweet melancholic desire to be a part of someone you care about, perhaps, more than a sentient being yourself. Of wanting to be consumed and your essence to live on in the nourishment you give to others.
It’s an uncomfortable theme, but one i’ve wanted to sorta talk about.
personal, mh (-)
Suffice to say that I don’t trust my mind. I’m terrified and that’s all there is with that.
selfies, just bra
Also wearing this necklace i got a long while back as a gift and never wore before. It was previously an enchanted little charm i hung on my northward window.
Tasteful NSFW link, fan art?!?!
I logged on sofurry for the first time and ended up with a message from someone who got a commission of my old self and character of one of my stories https://www.furaffinity.net/view/22204056/
Fan aaart??? cooool
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing