music gushing, mixing
I'm getting increasingly bouncy with my music desires to the point where I might throw in and devote a chunk of the week to learning how to do proper mixes. @emanate is SUCH an inspiration where this is concerned, and crafts mixes in ways I always wanted to. It's empowering to see that done, and eliminates a lot of the apprehensions I had about it.
music gushing (Vessels - Deflect the Light (ft. The Flaming Lips) )
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KvYxy35IvLo I've been hooked on this song in a very "listening to it over and over again" sort of way. There is a LOT I like about it, from it's soaring melody to the esoteric whimsical lyrics. It ends up having a vibe of a very childlike magic that I am intensely digging.
Henlo frens-- A dear friend of mine needs your help!
Her name is Natasha; she's disabled and trans, living in the DC area. She lost her job shortly after the car wreck that took the regular use of her legs from her. But good news!! It sounds like she's about to be extended a job offer that should get her financially stable again! She's way short on rent this month though and could really use some help!
https://www.gofundme.com/disabled-but-not-broken
Boosts are very much appreciated ♥️
It’s three AM and i should be sleeping but i’m sparking love and appreciation and i need to gush it out
I love us. I love us so fucking much. I love me i love you and i love my queer, wild family. World changers, we are.
I could not be happier and prouder standing by the sides of beautiful vibrance fighting and celebrating
Make sure to rub and massage your avian friends’ wing muscles and scritch around the nape of the neck area
It’s always good to be aware of such little differences between species ^.^ it’s always delightful to surprise said friends in such ways!!
Re: neck area, most avian sorts can preen pretty much anywhere but there so its always appreciated n.n
birdsite link, pooltoys
I wish i could disclaimer my ventings with “entity in here may be happier than ve appears” or something. I’m very much the “dump and move on” type because the act of venting itself helps me
vore, suicide/self harm (conceptual), kink discussion
I’ve wondered at a distance about these theme and either it’s potential problems or worth. I wonder if such an outlet is helpful to folks, and i can only extrapolate based on my own history of suicidal thoughts and attempts. The particular vore theming is simultaneously appealing to me and offputting, because it taps into that very real space that has always been a part of my depression.
Gods, kinks are fascinating
vore, suicide/self harm (conceptual), kink discussion
Harder vore themes of consumption sometimes mixes with this melancholic feeling of not necessarily -suicide- but the concept of not being around anymore. This bittersweet melancholic desire to be a part of someone you care about, perhaps, more than a sentient being yourself. Of wanting to be consumed and your essence to live on in the nourishment you give to others.
It’s an uncomfortable theme, but one i’ve wanted to sorta talk about.
personal, mh (-)
Suffice to say that I don’t trust my mind. I’m terrified and that’s all there is with that.
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing