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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing
Joined Apr 2017
Brunch with yote and yeen n.n
Jfc this place
12 egg omelette what what what
dated picture
Exhibit A: Coyotes Doing Nothing Wrong
@indi @anubisyote@twitter.com
Love. Kith. Community
Family
a toke tonight for all those not from this earth, but stuck here the same.
Anyway heres to what is likely to be another spoonless day letting down folks that want to see me because I can’t handle seeing folks right now
Yaaay.
mh(-)
Had a wonderful night
But had a series of nightmares that drained and shook me. Harassment and yelling and death threats being chided that the reason i swing back into “boy mode” is because the stress of being a visibly trans woman is too much for me to handle
And i’m not even sure that dream was wrong. I MISSED that comfort and i feel guilty for sinking back into that privilege but sometimes it’s just too much.
empowering realizations
I have done a better job of taking care of myself than my parents ever have.
death
You know, when i do pass from this place, hopefully a long while from now… well…
It is my belief that sometime after my death, one way or another, I will find my way Home. So… imagine me swimming in Halcyon’s waters, and know that you’ll always be welcome to come by when we can meet again :)
I know it’s… not the best topic and should probably write up some things regarding Death and idk why i’m thinking of it now but…
It always made more sense to me that death be a celebration.Good feelings
Song of the night (and many nights): Orbital - Halcyon (and on and on) https://youtu.be/bV-hSgL1R74
Oh sweet Halcyon
Sweetly glowing blue
Dive deep in warm waters
Home with kith and peace
The McElmore Brothers
Screamin bout toys
postfurry, the power of language and perception
Which, i think that has always been a goal for me. To be able to speak of both worlds with equal impact and significance. To elevate what we dream of doing and being, and to feel it blend into my life with a seamless beauty
postfurry, the power of language and perception
I had a moment with Em the other day where we just… slipped into talking of this scene we’ve been building for a while, and what would have felt like “role-playing IRL” if it wasn’t just… us. But it felt right, considering how our folk tend to view the paracosm. To speak of That Stuff as if it was anything else we would do feels… empowering and right, and for at least a few moments i feel like the wonderful balance between worlds that i am.
fantasies, identity-loss, transformation
The truth is, i still fantasize about such a scenario. Others as well, like being absorbed into a whole greater than me.
I’ve always been ashamed of fantasizing so much about such a thing, and romanticizing such sort of death despite still having wonderful things in my life.
Some nights… what i would give to be able to wake up like all of this was all a dream, and would fade fast as a dream and replaced with a better reality than this.
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Species: Neoprene Otter (Otterprene)
Gender: Modular/Toy
Pronouns: ve/ver or they/them
Location: Halcyon <-> Seattle
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Vloelei Saleizhu [ID: HLY-2756-β]
Dreamer of many dreams and realities
Software Developer, Writer, Music Mixer and Producer, Leftist, proponent of morphological freedom, extremely otherkin and plural, and as positive as I can be.
Headmates with @Silverwing
Joined Apr 2017
