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*rumble*
Oh when you feel yourself so sweetly sliiide along unhumanity.
Drip of the hourglass
Fade
Away
With your
Sense
Of who you were
But it's sweet, you say, sifting sections of thought and being
"Of course it is" your self replies
"You were always this."
Feels like
You've fallen into a fantasy
But it can't be real
This feeling was for stories

it feels good
To see it as it is
Real
Happening

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Eyes glazed with deep alteration, gasps of time and change. Hints at the future and nervous but adventurous chuckles
Altered ones
They whose eyes glimpse truth of self and possibility. Whose world shatters like a glass room to something -MORE-
Those lost in wild wood wondering wondrously how~~ did you get here? Can you even go back from this? Do you want to?

Altered Ones.

When it all seems drifting drunkenly shifting sloppily
Fuzzy, funny dizzy tizzy
Who are you?
Where are you going?

hypnotic-y 

It is love
Whole, and many
Empathic
communicatory
Understanding deeper
Of qualia
Experience

It is home
Safe and secure
For those you love
Hearthglow
Yours

It is the taste
Of rest
Without disruption
As long
as one needs

It is the blur
of dream
Spiraling
in dance
Around bright coral
And happy schools

It is the profound
Gargantuan
Deep dwellers
Immense
but safe
Friends

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hypnotic-y 

It rocks you
Gentle
Whispering
Soft sincerity
Of security
In the warmth
The flow
The glow
Around you
luminescent love

The pulse
Of life
Close
to the heart
Of all things
Profound light,
swirling
and glowing
Silver and white
With blues
and greens

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hypnotic-y 

The soft sound
of the ocean
churning
rolling
in all directions.
Floating
with soft
Gentle
sway
To
And fro
Back
And forth
Rocking

I kick ass when ADD isn't destroying my ability to be productive in nearly every way possible & reducing me to "a lazy person" to the bulk of the world

I wish it weren't so strong. I wish things were different.
It hurts

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Dysphoria is loud today
Don't want to have to be a person
Tired
Stressed
Ugh

Seattle Trip 

... is in about 11 days and I just
can't
handle
this
aAHHHHHH ITS HAPPENING

If anyone ELSE has any advice, i ALWAYS value hearing it and want to know how you cope.

your desires and being are valid. This You is the true you and i vow to see you beyond this form. We may not be able to actualize this (yet), but there are ways of reducing the pain that sometimes comes with us folks.

You are a sort of family i am very fond of, and i want to help how i can :)

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Hello nonhuman/otherkin/therian/alterhuman/other-term friends!

I care about you a lot! i want to help you feel as good as you can about this life, and help reduce species dysphoria where i can. I see you, and i know how painful it can be.

Someone inquired about different ways yo help aleviate Species Dysphoria, so i threw some on a pastebin for reference.

pastebin.com/chRzzKjq

This is Vloelei and i am Sea trash and i want to swim and float in dreams of all your hopes and desires
Because you're wonderful and unique and you deserve actualization of every good positive thing your mind can touch
And i want to see what's on your heart 💙
swim with you in the essence of your being and desires

This tea is really nice n.n it's all/mostly locally sourced stuff n.n

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Scenes from Shadowrun:

GM: "So is anyone getting in the windowless white van with all the 'yotes inside?"

dissociating, mh, suicide mention, homophobia 

Was hanging out with someone new who ended up taking about their past a lot and their abuse, familial homophobia, and almost getting sent to a conversion camp. They ended up going into detail about how they planned on killing themselves

At dinner.

I ended to trying to meditate through it. But it didn't fully work. The suicide details were far too triggering and i ended up dissociating bad.

‪Me: you'd like being neptunian, you should just swim with me!‬
‪Yote: i feel like that has overtones that I'm not aware of.‬
Me: it's not sexual! It's more psychadelic than that, dude
Yote: whatever it is, i feel like it'll be nonconsensual
Me: i mean! You'd like it. You'd make a good toy!
Yote: you know, I've localized the source of the problem *motions*
Me: that's ALL of me
Yote: exactly.

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