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i'm really sad that my hrt dosage has fucked up my sex drive rly bad
i just had a cute girl over and we did everything but penetrative sex because i couldn't stay hard enough to get started and like
this was never the case pre-hrt or even before my dosage was bumped up to what it is now (300mg spiro, 4mg estradiol, used to be 100mg spiro and 3mg estradiol) and it Sucks
cw: lewd mention, hrt mention
I had to use oral sex a lot *prior* to HRT just to get aroused.
The ability to be erect really does fade with time and dosage.
After a few years... it's gone... and orgasms get amazingly better
cw: lewd mention, hrt mention
@ThatDamnCat also by the end part, did you mean that like, your erections are gone but you're having rly good orgasms? or did i read that wrong
cw: lewd mention, hrt mention
@ThatDamnCat oh! damn, that's a long time, i've only been on it for juuuust over a year, i think? it's been A Time
god i'm worried about fully losing my erections since like, i'm dysphoric about everything EXCEPT my genitals (which is weird but yeah) and penetration can be fun sometimes!
i mean worst comes to worse i could just ask my doc for a viagra script or something (or maybe change from spiro to something else like bicalutamide if i ever have the $$$)