ramona✅ @Ramona@awoo.space

i wish i had a sultry femme voice but i sound like a 14 year old boy and i don't really have time to voice train

also like...taking off my shirt is Embarrassing because of how hairy i am (i'm nowhere near as hairy as i used to be but like...i just wanna be cute)

i'm really sad that my hrt dosage has fucked up my sex drive rly bad

i just had a cute girl over and we did everything but penetrative sex because i couldn't stay hard enough to get started and like

this was never the case pre-hrt or even before my dosage was bumped up to what it is now (300mg spiro, 4mg estradiol, used to be 100mg spiro and 3mg estradiol) and it Sucks

i just have a lot of love to give, i guess.

also speaking of like...partners and stuff, it's so weird that lately i've been having a really hard time thinking about my sexuality??? like...

i usually ID as a lesbian, but the thing is, i just generally dig people who aren't cis men??? like i very much dig anyone who id's as femme/nb so i feel like i can't call myself a lesbian

also one of my wonderful partners drew this picture of me and i'm so happy because it's literally me
https://awoo.space/media/BBSvTXbW4AQG16Z-4ZQ

i'm so glad that this sort of infrastructure exists because like, i feel like i can post shit here without fascist bastards trying to make me feel bad lmao

https://awoo.space/media/FpNPoHUQjc-yrTpIcDc

i don't look too bad here i guess!!!

oh, so pictures won't go under content warnings. huh.

jesus fuck i'm a trans girl stereotype honestly. i'm primarily a linux user (except i play too many Windows-exclusive games to switch over permanently), i smoke an unnecessary amount of weed and fuck w/ other drugs sometimes, i dress like a total dyke and i never shut the fuck up about how gay i am at any given moment

also i love moc so much as a media player. i wish i could get more into midnight commander and other similar terminal apps but not being able to drag things w/ my mouse is kind of a drag.

https://awoo.space/media/4Q4KxpLRVgEtrE3LOpw

speaking of my xubuntu setup, i'm so obsessed w/ the UI of Windows 2000

i can't seem to properly install Nvidia drivers on my #!++ setup on my desktop.

guess i'm sticking w/ using #!++ on my laptop and Xubuntu on my desktop.

i said i like her harness
she wanna share her star dust
i think that girls a marxist
cos that just where her heart is

a word of advice: don't fuck with amphetamines unless you have something to do that requires that much energy or you'll be wanting to explode for 3 hours

life's been really good to me for the last week which is so weird???

i'm in a new house with a really chill roommate who's a stoner crustpunk, i've been VERY high for the last week consistently, someone i dig and used to fuck a few years ago wants to fuck again (which is validating and means this person's found me hot for like 6 years, holy fuck), and i'm about to drop ETH-LAD with a friend in like 10-15 minutes while listening to 0PN.

good times, good times

ETH-LAD? more like WEW-LAD

i'm about to try ETH-LAD for the first time

wish me luck

i've also had a lot of people i've met through like okcupid/tinder flake on dates and whatnot in the last 2 months so it's been a Time