Raspberry Foxy @Raspberryfloof@awoo.space
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Poly trans cuddlefloof programmer and gamedev(?). I love poking around in and reverse engineering old games. I'm also super shy and have horrible anxiety, so ... please be nice...
I don't mind if you follow request, but if I don't know or recognize you, please send me a message so I know who you are. #nobot
Joined Apr 2017
I wish I knew how to play another instrument, maybe piano or saxophone...
Playing the Spelunker theme on my recorder, for some reason.
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also if you're self employed you're petit bourgeoise cos you're.. selling your product directly instead of just selling your labour?
but like.. isn't all the surplus value going to the labourer in a self-employed situation ?
and apparently a bunch of socialist groups are like "we should only fight for the proletariat, not the petit bourgeoise, even tho their actual wage and living conditions is the same" which boggles me
i mean plenty haven't... but. like
>.>
Someday I should write about my feelings on the new Celeste game.
Its story hit me pretty hard.
@KS@is.a.qute.dog @typhlosion I didn't think you could resist status-lowering moves though!
@typhlosion @eevee I agree with this assessment 💖
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So here's the direction machine learning and games as a service are going. http://dubiousquality.blogspot.com/2018/02/yes-future.html
The only way the market is going to fix this is if being creepy, manipulative and invasive in some way precludes you from making tons of money. I'm not holding my breath.
@kitsch@witches.town For an example...
I'm going to be in San Francisco with @KS@is.a.qute.dog next month, when GDC (the Game Developers' Conference) is happening, and ... I don't feel like I deserve to be there at all.
I tried making games and could barely get started.
I tried making music (in hopes I could make music for games) and could barely get anything finished.
I feel surrounded by amazing, smart, talented people who can do anything they try, and yet I don't feel like I can do anything like them...
@kitsch@witches.town I ... guess? The kind where I feel like I have a place that matters, where I have a reason to keep making things, and where I feel people care about what I'm doing...
I really just feel like I don't have any reason to do anything anymore, and nobody would care if I just wasn't here... and I feel.... I don't know if obsoleted is really the word I'm thinking of? but I don't feel useful or needed anymore...
@typhlosion Would it help if we reminded you to sleep? o.o
I feel like I don't belong here, or anywhere...
Tonight... I really feel like crying...
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Not my pun, but once I heard it I had to draw one.
mood music for today: ♫ Lena Raine - Quiet and Falling (Celeste Original Soundtrack)
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i love the moon so much, i awoo at the moon...... but the moon is so far away.....
please be closer someday, lonely but lovely moon! awoooooo 💚
Ugh, I picked up a differential equations/linear algebra textbook at the local library, and I could only remember maybe a third of the basic definitions and properties it begins with.
I am so, so out of practice doing any advanced maths... x.x
"Unless someone like you cares a whole awful lot, nothing's going to get better. It's not."
~The Once-ler
Honestly that whole story still gives me chills though :s it's almost like they were warning us in 1972 and nothing has changed at all
Thinking about how great the music for Dr Seuss's The Lorax animated special was and how some parts of it still make me cry when I hear them
When the Once-ler explains what an Unless is at the end, even though it's maybe ten seconds long, just, ;~;
You can just /hear/ how hopeless things are by how everything is presented and the music backing that scene accentuates it perfectly
*hides in the corner and cries into her tails*
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Poly trans cuddlefloof programmer and gamedev(?). I love poking around in and reverse engineering old games. I'm also super shy and have horrible anxiety, so ... please be nice...
I don't mind if you follow request, but if I don't know or recognize you, please send me a message so I know who you are. #nobot
Joined Apr 2017
