Depression, general sadness
Even simple things like saying hi to people on here, or playing games with friends, or getting up from my chair to make food or get a drink, has been really difficult...
I've blocked twitter on my computer just because seeing people I follow talking about things made me feel even less like I belonged or deserved to be anywhere...
Everything about my life feels like it's been drenched in a fog of sadness and anxiety and it feels horrible ;~;
Depression, general sadness
Been feeling really down about myself and about things in general lately...
I don't feel like I belong anywhere, or deserve to know or talk with anybody...
Bringing myself to work on anything has been almost impossible... I always feel like I should be doing something else, or I feel I shouldn't try working on anything because it won't be good enough to matter...
Over-abuse of the content-warning system, and useless tagging, makes it pretty worthless imo. The whole point is to say "hey, this has _________". Improperly tagging or just using it inappropriately for laughs makes it difficult to tell when a CW is hiding some bland take versus when a CW actually has a legitimate meaning.
Poly trans cuddlefloof programmer and gamedev(?). I love poking around in and reverse engineering old games. I'm also super shy and have horrible anxiety, so ... please be nice...
I don't mind if you follow request, but if I don't know or recognize you, please send me a message so I know who you are. #nobot