Okay... I give...
@KawaSeadrake I have to do just that... By the end of this week I started to notice a rapid change in my mood. Finally, over the last two days, I noticed my speech was less articulate and I was slowly losing who I was...
I can't stop crying right now. Because I felt like I was turning back into that monster from the comedown when I was dosed with meth last year... I have to change my tactics amd go slow, because this is a very thin line I'm walking on.