Roady @Roady_Dragonfae@awoo.space

Can't believe I slept for at least 10 hours last night. Bleh. X..x

@KawaSeadrake The insidious nature of nicotine is definitely true. It starts innocently enough. A way of staying staying calm and melting away all the stress, but soon enough it latches onto everything that keeps you a sane and functioning individual. So that when you do try to quit, it throws you into a gutter and has you crawling back to it.

Now that I've stopped drinking... Nicotine is next. And already I'm starting to feel loopy, loud, and a bit on the moody side... Just have to stick through it. I've had many revelations without alcohol, and I expect quitting cigarettes to have the same effect.

Finding the right strain of weed is like finding a good buddy to hang out with. Remedy is like a good friend I go to with parties. Whereas other strains tell me whether or not I'm a good fit for them.

Mushrooms are like a therapist that I go to every so often when I need more clarity on my path and what direction I need to go.

What's to be said of ayahuasca or mescaline, I still have yet to uncover. All in divine time.

My relationship with booze was akin to six years of being married to a psychopath. Gaslit, abused, left wondering if I was the crazy one. But now that I've cut the ties, I realize it wasn't me. As any psychopath would, it tries to call me back. But I continue to ignore its beckoning.

Put in a PTO request so I can visit my family back in Montana next month. Can't believe it's been two years...

If I have but one goal in life, it's just existing. I just am. An increasing motive to maintain awareness of myself and where I wish to be in this universe. To stay conscious. To avoid falling into a comatose lack of awareness. A spiritual warrior that challenges the falsehoods of my ego.

@adeptomega​ Given the seller's from Germany and he threw in a bunch of extra stickers with his native tongue on them, would any of these be of interest to you? https://awoo.space/media/nLV13sKX7I-6vZI4kyY

Looks like I may need a little help embedding youtube videos on Mastodon. I've seen it done before, just can't seem to find any reliable resources on how to do it.

They finally came! https://awoo.space/media/s6JizmgI1jIwGWRS920

One reason I can't wait to become a truck driver? Not having to deal with as much people. Today's post holiday rush is leaving me staggeringly overwhelmed to the point where I almost snapped at a customer. As a driver I'll be spending 7 of those 8 hours behind the wheel in perfect solitary bliss.

@Ampersand Yeah. Fuck Twitter. Glad to have ya back.

Upside to working in a lumber yard: I can eat anything I want.

Downside to working in a lumber yard: I can't keep up with the insane amount of calories needed in a day.

@thefishcrow Nawitka! On top of that, the language has only one pronoun. "Yaka." (He, her, she, it).

@thefishcrow Yep! It's a pidgin language that was used to communicate between fur traders and the indigenous people all up and down the northwest and British Columbia.

Irish Gaelic and Chinook Jargon. As far as languages I already know, I'm inclined to brush up on my Japanese as well.

Who else has a deep affinity for Enya? I've listened to her since I was a child, and I never grow tired of the lilt in her singing.