It's still weird to me sometimes that "change my gender" is a thing that I did.
I still don't know wtf gender even is.
Like, at all.
@starkatt "Before I began studying Zen, mountains were mountains and rivers were rivers. While I was studying Zen, mountains were rivers and rivers were mountains. When I learned Zen, mountains were mountains and rivers were rivers again."
I have no goddamned idea what gender is, and I don't think there's a third step to this whole process that puts everything back where it used to be.
