Anti-anxiety meds are the weirdest fucking thing, because I feel the start of the anxiety surge and then it's like it just hit a big sheet of plexiglass and is just smooshing itself against it but can't get through.
It's clearly still HAPPENING, but instead of taking over my brain completely I'm just kind of watching it going "shouldn't you be hitting harder?"
@Doephin Because I was on a double dose of wellbutrin then that was causing even worse anxiety, and when we dropped me down to the normal dose it was such a relief that it felt easy to deal with. ^..^;