That Monster 

"Oh hey, there's an artist streaming, I'll pop in and see what's going on.

...That dragon looks familiar..."

Then I see the filename and it's That Monster and suddenly I'm in the middle of an attack again.

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That Monster 

That fucker got to waltz off to the supporting arms of the family he hid from me while I got to struggle with PTSD, panic attacks, and suicidal desires. Three years later it's still so painful I can't stand to see his name or a picture of him without all of that coming up again.

That Monster 

@literorrery That's pretty much the perfect capstone to the day. :/

That Monster 

@Soreth Oh, no. That sounds like you had a really rough time of it.

That Monster 

@literorrery The day started with a panic attack in the shower because I couldn't stop remembering. The rest of the day was stressful enough. Blundering into a commission of his just bookends that, I guess.

That Monster 

@Soreth I saw the shower comment. It sounds like it's been a really stressful day. *wingpets*

That Monster 

@literorrery It has. It really really has. I'm ready for the week to be over now. u..u

@literorrery @Soreth *applies extra soft snugs and pets to a sweet girldrake*

That Monster 

@mawr *hugs back quietly*

That Monster 

@Soreth That sounds absolutely horrible!!!

*Hugs softly*

That Monster 

@Soreth *sends offers of hugs* I know it’s painful, and I’m sorry that you hurt so. I’m glad you’re still here. You’re a good and wonderful girldrake that doesn’t deserve that hurt.

That Monster 

@Soreth *applies tea and hugs* Thank you for staying. :purple_heart:

That Monster 

@Soreth augh, much empathy and calming hugthoughts. <3

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