mirrors, transfeels (~-)
Sometimes I see her out of the corner of my eye in the mirror. She's me, but not only the me I want to be, but the me I want to have been all along too. And for those moments, I feel this impossible yearning.
Most of the rest of the time, I just see me. Sometimes that's good, sometimes that's bad. Sometimes I even feel like I'm not faking something. Like I'm actually supposed doing the things that I'm doing. Like I'm not some clumsy gangly too-tall, too-broad-shouldered mess in a skirt.
I should probably apologize for the joke here but maybe only two people are going to get it anyway. <..<
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dreams, loading ready run (~)
Then I woke up.
It was a hell of a realistic dream though, including a lot of detail that I don't normally see. I was also self-aware enough to find it weird that I didn't remember how I'd driven across the border sans passport and birth certificate.
Also everybody who had facial hair looked really impressive up close. And Cam was a sweetie.
dreams, loading ready run (~)
It was down to me and one or two other people (or maybe they were the only others who showed up?) and then I got asked about my weaknesses. And I said, "Well, my shitty ex left me with panic attacks, though I've largely figured out how to manage those. I'm visibly trans though, so that may cause some problems whenever I appear on stream if the viewers aren't cool with that."
And everybody collectively had a sigh at the sorry state of things and there were hugs.
dreams, loading ready run (~)
I dreamt I skipped work to go interview with Loading Ready Run since they were having some kind of open interview event thing for a job position. Super realistic dream, up to people trying to give me tips and advice for an American commuting to work across the border every day. There were like, workshops where you demonstrated comedy and writing skills, plus Foley stuff - I got points for recognizing the Yoragh scream and calling it that...
MU69 is a contact binary; the speed of collision between the two lobes was probably only a few miles per hour. The white 'neck' between the lobes is most likely material that has settled on the steep slopes between. It rotates with a period of about 15 hours.
transfeels, seat up
I went to use the women's room at the therapist's office, and... the seat is up.
I see you, sister. I see that you've been here and it makes me happy to imagine you, transperson that I shall never know... I see the ripples that you leave in the world and I am glad. Be strong and follow your path.
...I mean, unless the men's was in use and some guy had to come in here and then forgot to put the seat down.
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Rare coastal dragoness, often found by sunny sea cliffs. Nonbinary but fairly femme-leaning. If you're under 18 don't follow.