Soreth @Soreth@awoo.space
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Rare coastal dragoness, often found by sunny sea cliffs. Nonbinary but fairly femme-leaning. If you're under 18 don't follow.
Joined Jun 2017
Good news: Now that I'm home and no longer being tortured orally with dental picks, the anaesthetic is holding solid.
Bad news: As soon as this starts to wear off I'm worried I'm going to start whimpering.
I was just at the dentist for a deep cleaning in my right side and even though they gave me a lot of anaesthetic that was quite a lot of pain
sex drive
What the fuck, my libido just woke up and I want to hump something. What the shit just happened? I haven't felt that since like... before the antidepressants, 3+ years ago.
It's not even a bright sunny spring day out there o..o
Soreth
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Wistfulness about the word draconity
"Draconity" is a term that doesn't get used much any more, I think
It was what we called the state of Being Dragon, a bit more wieldy than "otherkinness" or therianthropy
I liked that little word. It encompassed a community of people some of whom I knew, some of whom I didn't, but that always seemed to manage to avoid unnecessary conflict. When things went bad, I never saw dragons fight with tooth and claw; they retreated, invisibly, and the community got quieter and quieter until it eventually didn't hold together much any more.
But-- I feel like I sensed a core of something in those dragons that felt common and unique to them. A particular kind of quiet solidity, steadfastness within the longing, and a manifest willingness to stay childlike at heart. They didn't always say much, but when they did it was resonant and felt Real. I see it in people who call themselves dragons today, too. Other people are strong, or stoic, or playful, and in every way as good as dragons at these things, and dragons aren't always all these things; but there is a Vibe I get from them sometimes. Like the way people are protective, but a stone symbolises protection.
Perhaps to be Dragon is to clothe oneself in a certain set of symbols, an archetypal armour that moulds the self to a certain eternal pattern.
Starting up Shpongle's "Nothing Lasts... But Nothing is Lost" is like wandering into the beginning of a drug trip. I swear my skin starts tingling as the intro starts to kick into gear.
Last Boost: Yeah, I'm pretty much always a mix of Red (Freedom!) and Simic (We can make you who you should be).
Soreth
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orðablót 🦇
Money begging, heart surgery, trans health
Hey guys, I went ahead and made one of these:
As some of you know, I have Hypertrophic Cardiomyopathy. My insurance will not cover my Hormone Replacement Therapy costs because of the increased risk caused by it -unless- I get a pacemaker. I cannot afford a pacemaker, even with insurance, thanks to American healthcare prices.
I'm currently working a job doing 12-hour security shifts, but I would like any amount of help I can get. Thank you
genderfeels (~-)
Hell, I don't know, maybe that should be "genderfeels (~+)" instead. Cripes. Just... yeah. That's a whole big thing, isn't it?
genderfeels (~-)
...Okay, having tears come to my eyes while I'm reading the fucking wikipedia summary for bottom surgery is probably a sign here.
bottom surgery thoughts, postfurry as eff
So which clinic does bottom surgery for neovaginas with bioluminescence?
Cuz I'd like that.
Soreth
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dreams
So much flight time though, and it felt so wonderful! Definitely a dream I'm going to remember, just for that!
dreams, hunting people
Then everybody was out except for the friends I had to rescue, and it was time to *hunt*. Lots of swooping down with powerful talons, diving into people to knock them off of high areas... I was really and truly hunting on the wing, which was INCREDIBLE.
Then before the confrontation, some folks had distracted me offering food and MST3k jokes, and while I was having fun but trying to find a place to shift bird again and go... I suddenly woke up. Boooo.
dreams, mtf-ish transfeels
While sneaking some of the right kids out to keep them safe, I saw one of them was an older guy who had been dressed up as a cheerleader and was passing AMAZINGLY well, to the point that I was actually pretty jealous. Things shifted a little and then either I was them (but still me?) or just became a girl, I'm not sure which exactly. Still could turn into a bird, which was the important part.
dreams
Dreamed of flight, which is always a blessing, no matter what it's combined with. I was a high school student who could turn into a bird, a big eagle or something similar. But the way my wings grabbed the air when I flee felt more like dragon wings do, with wing-fingers instead of a single edge trailing feathers.
The principle was evil, naturally. I was sneaking kids out of the place before some big ritual was. going to happen. But I got to fly _so much_...
It's almost Easter and I can almost feel the feathers starting to slide out into the open. Henatrices apparently have a connection to this whole egg-day thing somehow!
Aaaand there's another on-call. I've now worked 8 hours of overtime over the last two weeks and I'm fucking done with this shit.
Kinda lightheaded at work, hoping this is just low blood sugar and lunch will help.
Shit, I fucked up the settings on the bread machine.
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- She/They
Rare coastal dragoness, often found by sunny sea cliffs. Nonbinary but fairly femme-leaning. If you're under 18 don't follow.
Joined Jun 2017
