“The only thing that really worried me was the ether. There is nothing in the world more helpless and irresponsible and depraved than a bunny in the depths of an ether binge. And I knew we'd get into that rotten stuff pretty soon. Probably at the next gas station.”
dreams, that monster (---)
dreamed about him again. he contacted me out of the blue and said hi and gave me a song recommendation to listen to. like nothing ever happened. like everything had always been okay. I confronted him about contacting me when he had agreed not to and he was evasively apologetic. he used the wrong pronouns for me and I told him to stop, then he said something like "yeah, but I played a girl character first" and I woke up with a hole in me again
Music link, perpetual background music for me
This song is continuously playing somewhere inside my head:
Rare coastal dragoness, often found by sunny sea cliffs. Nonbinary but fairly femme-leaning. If you're under 18 don't follow.