suicide mention, family, vent, heavy-ass shit 

so I literally haven't spoken about this anywhere else but uh

recently one of my cousins attempted to kill herself during a psychotic episode

she's never had anything like this, she was always the most stable person in that entire side of the family and also the most successful one

like I can't believe that somehow out of all of us -I'm- somehow doing the best for myself of all people

suicide mention, family, vent, heavy-ass shit 

me, the fucking transgender octoroon college dropout with PTSD who should statistically not even be alive right now

this system is fucking killing us all I swear to god

probably shouldn't've posted that full public but fuck it real vent hours

suicide mention, family, vent, heavy-ass shit 

@Thaminga am glad you both are here

you deserve to live

i hope we can fix the system in our lifetimes, if that's even possible

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