Nettle Briar @Ulfra_Wolfe@awoo.space

I want to be damn proud of the me that will exist five years from now.

Hey, all. I'm feeling much much better now. Beating myself up time is over, time to pick myself up and resolve to do better by others and myself.

You're all wonderful people, and I wish you all the very best.

o/` You see the magic of art o/`

Sigh. I just want to fade away and not exist or hurt anymore.

You can be honest as you want in life, someone's always gonna assume you're lying. Even those that should be close to you.

Communication is harder than I thought.

@Shotagonist@mastodon.social Best of luck! Have a wonderful time!

@lizardsquid Went on a walk! :)

@thefishcrow Peels sleep!

What up, Masto?

@InTheLandOfTheRisingSun Now I'm a giant motherfuckin' powerful force and I'm rollin' that boulder into town!

@anthracite That's actually very super legit advice, and I think that would help anyone that read it if they sat and contemplated.

Why did I ever have the feeling I had something to prove?

When you learn to stop doing things with expectations of award or accolades, and just to help & heal, things change.

(So long as your energies are directed towards that which grow, and not to that which only takes)

@Daylight Then he learns how to merge with the rocks and is moving himself, and he's playing Rockframe.

@InTheLandOfTheRisingSun And then rolls it through a whole new terrain, with new challenges.

@anthracite The fact it also taught me more empathy for the way others can see the world, and I think you'd get what I mean by that, actually really helped. And how to adopt different perspectives on the same problem. Your writing helped that.

@anthracite By the by, wanted to say while I was here.

The Silicon Dawn really helped me in life. I know I've expressed adoration before, but it's really changed a lot about how I see the world and myself, in a good way. I can see in more shades where previously I saw more black and white duality.

(Queen of Cups, Princess of Wands, Ace of Pentacles, and 6 of Wands really appealed to me -- not to say that I don't see magic in every single picture you drew.)

@anthracite It's inspirational, though to my ADD-addled brain, it feels like a superpower. Been hard to stick to any project I start. But interacting with people gets me energy, so I guess I should just go where the flow is easier.

"What if Sisyphus was happy?"