Mood/FE
Having a really hard time knowing that people are so close at FE. My heart wants to go but my gut and head know it's bad idea. I'd love to go hang, but I know the whole 'con' thing would make me crazy anxious with COVID worries. I'm already upset that they're removing masking mandates on Monday here.
Like, I can't bring myself to eat out - let alone to go to the largest city in Canada to a social gathering with people from all over.
Mood/FE
@abe_e_seedy Brains are weird.
Mood/FE
@abe_e_seedy Thanks. Yeah, I am 100% happy for everyone there, not meant to be judgey or 'tut tut'ing or anything. There are some other confounding factors for me too that would have made it harder this year anyways.
I know I am doing the right thing for me personally, at the same time I'm just this wild mix of conflicting emotions about it.