angrboda @angrboda@awoo.space

beach tig sketch

(BG photo is of hot water beach, from unsplash)

I’m like level 86 in ring fit and I finally got the goddamn jackknife pose (sit on your ass, raise your knees and your arms so you’re balanced and hold, RF calls this the ‘boat pose’) which is a godsend for ab stuff and is thankfully really useful in game. I’m feeling pretty good about my progress - I definitively look better and have lost at least some weight (also due to diet stuff). I’m still not bikini ready but I’m gonna wear it anyway because does anyone ever truly feel bikini ready

On the positive side, I got a ton of work done already on art and got a workout in, which rules

I got half of the other paw done today from only having the pattern traced, which is pretty cool. Next I need to do the paw pad appliqué which is imo the hardest part.

I finished one of the chunky paws I was working on tonight (I can't post pics RN because my phone hates toot!) and it's so soft and chunk and pleasantly squeezy that I wore it for like entirely too long

I got a nicer machine than I intended because it was on sale. Made two small projects - a little pouch think and a zip up case for my markers. It has hella decorative stitches which are too good for my baby sewing.

Last night abe ate me out for longer than I've ever been eaten out before and it was basically a religious experience

NGL it also helped me feel better about my body because I'm so used to sucking dick for like half an hour but always feel intense pressure to not ask anyone to lick me for more than 2 minutes

The fact that I'm not even allowed to be happy when I'm here is really difficult. I just wanted a break from my life falling apart. I don't really know what to do about it but I just wanted to not have to think about it for a few days.

We've done years of therapy and I paid for all of it and I'm very tired, idk

I had a bad nightmare last night about therian, probably because they informed me yesterday that we need to look into couples counseling again as soon as I get home, which I keep thinking about and feeling like shit

One of the things I struggle with is that I feel like what it means to be strong or good is a goalpost that is always getting pulled away from me. Some other folks just need to exist but for me every year or so I have to do this new very hard thing or I'm just not good. I'm exhausted. Maybe I'm just not good, idk.

@fineursine also happy belated; I did the thing where I didn't want to say anything in case I had time to doodle something and then did neither, haha. I'm sorry. I hope it was great!

I finally made a brush for fur that I like, which is a thing I've tried unsuccessfully to do for years, haha

Luckily, no matter how stressed I ever am, I'm good at drawing cute foxes, haha. The batch of pinups for this week is a nice suite of casual poses so going thru & sketching them is relaxing

I had a nightmare that involved a lot of blaming me for stuff I didn't do and also included people finding out I'm poly and thinking I'm a piece of shit because of it

So that wasn't ideal

I finally took 5 minutes and cut my bangs and I look and feel 20,000x better

I lucked out and got a lot of cute characters for the current batch of comms but this pooltoy one is coming out especially cute and hot tbh

I'm planning on offering other stuff besides the YCHs but they're kind of the backbone of what I want to be doing - the most frequent comment I get is "I wish that were me" and like, now it can be, for money.

I finished up an old femme pooltoy YCH I had hanging around. I've always really liked this sketch and I love the BG. It's been nice to do actual backgrounds for basically all of these. I feel like it's definitely improving my art.

I'm working on the BG for #4, which is a conveyor belt / latexification / dronification scenario with a masc character. I'm excited about the sketch and I think folks will dig it!