Charlotte 猫 Awoo Fide @confusedcharlot@awoo.space

speaking of simulacrum

I've gotten no more thank two hours of sleep a night for the last to weeks, and I'm starting to feel like my own doppelganger.

they're sending in more meds to go after the meds that are already there.
https://youtu.be/6Wco2uE6vyQ

so, about my sword

@vahnj *hugs* (thank you)

how long can i survive if i can't work? how can i maintain an equitable relationship with my partner? what the fuck am i going to do?

slime friend or fiend

big mood: sleep deprived from med changes, filling in long term disability forms, and budgeting around "inelegible" medical expenses.

@masklayer butt, what of my many questions?

@noelle i think a lot of us are there. in my case, economic issues tend to send what few local friends i do have away.

evidently something unsavory went down in twin peaks part 5. disappointing if true

@Sparrow @bleak bless this toot

@bleak i'm between naps

can't sleep again. it makes everything worse. sleep was my refuge. now i'm barely doing my selfcare. not even on-line much, just enough to see ppl's lives go by. i hate my body, and i can't derive any pleasure from it.

i guess another med change might be in order. what is even the point. i'm just a drain.

god i wish i could sleep

@Sparrow sweet