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My libido definitely exists, but not like everything I was ever told about male libidos.
On a 1-10 scale where 1 is “I’m a perfectly happy eunuch” and 10 is “raging boner at day job gonna tug off in the bathroom NOW” I exist at a 4-6 at nearly all times. It’s a bit like how I’m not necessarily going to visit a dispensary, play video games or get doughnuts but as soon as weed, games or doughnuts are around I’m almost always REALLY into it.
Does this make sense?
lewd or at least confused on main
@Leucrotta Makes sense to me, too. Maybe you're just low on T, since that's kinda what I was for a long time, and felt like that when I was actively getting /rid/ of T.
And now being on an E-based libido is... basically like that? Background, no thoughts until something is brought up, and then interest is variable.
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@emanate possibly? I’m not sure, because I feel nervous and anxious a lot, still get acne, have tons of body hair, and I thought low T was supposed to make you less energetic? But I still have head hair and both grandfathers were fairly bald by my age.