venting, temporal flux/illness 

So now instead of August 14th/31st, it's looking like Aug 21/September 13th for the physical regimen and then transplant

_maybe_!?!?

despite what was said two weeks ago they still didn't give me a concrete answer until I go and call

*again*

like, that's all I want at this point, is just to put a dart on the board and COMMIT TO A DAY

dont even feel like I can come home until I at least have *that*, 'cuz it still could change.
Again.
Again.
*Again.*
Rrrgh.

venting, temporal flux/illness 

it took them months to just tell me 'will I be the donor' plus blood testing they said would be insurance'd

which it wasn't

they gave estimates of late july
before giving my brother a month-long regimen of chemo meds in the middle of july

just this whole thing has been a coordination disaster and yeah im actually *really fucking mad*.

could go back to Seattle, viable, but even that feels like too-loose footing since I don't know when i'll need to be back.

Rrg.

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*gentle hugs and petting and reinforcing of what others have already kindly said*

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