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job stuff; interviews 

The refrain I seem to keep getting is ‘learn more linux and more coding’. Working on the former; but. I’ve been working with OOP languages and concepts since I was in high school, just keep bumping into the ‘Well you don’t have a CS degree and you don’t appear to have any valid experience’ bootstrapping issue, ugh.

hrt 

oops! I took these weird blue pills and turned into a literal dragon girl

mh- 

Cried myself to sleep at 9:00 last night. No clue what brought it on but god my mental state has been absolutely garbage for the last month and a half or so. Really need to finally find a therapist...

Slightly less than three hours of sleep; kill me now :/

You know your con is going well when you're a kobold at a dinner table with a party that includes three dragons.

TIL someone can suck on my tongue hard enough to make it bleed. And I like the taste of blood, so... huff.

I saw many otts playing around today. It was good~

Body stuff; lewd shitpost 

You know, seen from the right angle my belly roll -almost- looks like a second pair of tits. Looks pretty good tbh.

Actually set up a real-lyfe birdsite account to try and do professional career social media stuff. Yaaaaaaaaaay.

career stuff 

God I need to get out of end user support already. I can’t take the stupid questions and stupider problems much longer.

food; lewd jokes 

‪I teased the tip of a bottle of sriracha and it came all over my hand. And the wall behind it. Eager girl; I guess. ‬

I've been tricking people into thinking I'm smart my whole adult life, when really I'm just a good speller with a moderate degree of self-possession

work; mh(-) 

What’s worse is that I constantly have the issue of comparing myself to friends and acquaintances; and constantly feel like I’m a total failure where I am because of it. I know it’s irrational but... fuck my brain, anyways.

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work; mh(-) 

I’ve hit the point at work where I feel like I’ve run out of immediate things to learn; and like there’s a fairly decent barrier around me in growing that I’m having a hard time getting around. I don’t really know where to go from there, heh.

I’m pushing that energy into home lab learning instead; but... I feel like I’m stuck in that stupid point of ‘Well I don’t have the experience for better’ and wish that I could go jump to stuff that’s challenging and interesting again rather than sitting there being bored half the time. Just... meh.

My knees have felt a ton better after dropping 30lbs but goddamn they still crunch like nobody’s business. -grumbles something about getting old and gryphons supposed to be majestic creatures and not crunch when they walk or such like-

>Just realized I forgot to do my E injection this morning.

So THAT’S why I’m so tired today; ugh.

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