Fayne, The Unfluffed @faynefluff@awoo.space

@Veladynee @Soreth I haven’t gotten out of bed yet, so it’s only certain definitions of ‘alive’

*nudges this back alive as the twits finally decide to start burning*

@Oneironott @Draekos No thoughts, only cumbrain

Really wanna get these stitches out though, ugh.

Honestly trying to find a reason rn to not just... spend all of every day of this month outside of work hours high out of my mine.

And back to being nonfunctional on the floor. Yay.

Another night where I can’t sleep due to crying. I feel like this year has just... broken me at this point. Still feels selfish even saying that. I’ve got so many things in my favor that other people don’t. But god I just... Even with therapy, medication, time, and all, everything just still... hurts so much. I don’t really know when and if it will stop at this point. I’m just sitting here staring into the void and hoping that maybe at some point the darkness fades a bit and I can be okay.

God the tough starvation is real right now. Just want to curl up with someone. Really starting to drag me down slowly...

Screw night shifts, seriously. Just need some cuddles rn.

@Veladynee I’m still bad at being around and reaching out to folks sadly :P

So I’ve been too into blaseball lately. It’s a good reprieve from stuff. Also hi, I need to be around here more often, hah.

@Oneironott Catradora remains the best ship, yup.

@InspectorCaracal @Leucrotta That’s their ‘excuse’ for it. I’d even grant it to them if the tape wasn’t RIGHT OVER their goddamn badge numbers.

@Draekos @Balina You’ll have to give me a poke when you are then!

@Draekos @Balina I won’t be at FE but you make it damn tempting anyways...

@Leucrotta with curry? Definitely C. Temple of doom is a very good curry movie.