job stuff; interviews
The refrain I seem to keep getting is ‘learn more linux and more coding’. Working on the former; but. I’ve been working with OOP languages and concepts since I was in high school, just keep bumping into the ‘Well you don’t have a CS degree and you don’t appear to have any valid experience’ bootstrapping issue, ugh.
work; mh(-)
What’s worse is that I constantly have the issue of comparing myself to friends and acquaintances; and constantly feel like I’m a total failure where I am because of it. I know it’s irrational but... fuck my brain, anyways.
work; mh(-)
I’ve hit the point at work where I feel like I’ve run out of immediate things to learn; and like there’s a fairly decent barrier around me in growing that I’m having a hard time getting around. I don’t really know where to go from there, heh.
I’m pushing that energy into home lab learning instead; but... I feel like I’m stuck in that stupid point of ‘Well I don’t have the experience for better’ and wish that I could go jump to stuff that’s challenging and interesting again rather than sitting there being bored half the time. Just... meh.
Seattle-area birb. Sometimes goes flying down mountains. Much yawn and many fluff. She/her, big gay lesbiab.