@Fritillaria2 my course leader asked me today if I had a schedule for study
I felt like I had to go "uh yeah sure" instead of "I wing it when my brain lets me focus"
@Fritillaria2 I feel that
I'm definitely focused on things! Just not on assignments
@goblins My focus* has always relied on the anxiety that procrastination brings. Now I’m a senior, two quarters a way from graduation, and I no longer give a fuck about deadlines, so that tool doesn’t work anymore. I just don’t caaaaaaaare.
*I bristle at calling it “lack of focus” because I’m absolutely, irresistibly, irretrievably focused on everything except what I need to be doing.