🔶 KLCY AXIOM Prime @kelseyhusky@awoo.space

Game got put on hold while the DM is out of the area.

Today was declared a project around Gateway Station day.

The projects are accomplished to the point were we can stop for now. @mawr hurt their back, but we are both at Okay Lvl 4.20 (nice)

I'm thinking of all of you and I love you all! Happy Saturday!

Impostor feelings are SUPER strong today. is there anything I'm actually good at?

(Holy crap. Those lenses are _super_effective in warping my perception. I should put them back on~)

Also: Apologies for the flood, but I can't have the whole thing behind a CW anymore.

Apparently riding on buses helps me write lyrics.

Mic check, mic check, 1-2, 1-2!
I don’t know what I’m supposed to do!
Mic check, mic check 1-2-3!
So many lies I can finally see!

It’s worse if your black
Or not red, white, and blue
I’m guessing (can’t travel)
How’s the world treating you?

Can you eat? Are you safe?
Fresh water to clean pits?
I hope your not hunted
If your gender doesn’t fit

Scented candles and wine,
A puff on my vape
Just low-fi and therapy
To help me escape

Mic check, mic check, 1-2, 1-2!
I don’t know what I’m supposed to do!
Mic check, mic check 1-2-3!
So many lies I can finally see!

The young get to dream,
Kept asleep in the dark,
And the future is ours
Why I feel like a Stark?

Fed stories of honor
That turn out to be false,
But money rules here
Ignore that at your cost

Cartoons and sugar,
Ritalin, ADHD
Can’t afford the doctor,
But it hurts when I

Piece together the story
And the lies I was told,
The ones who did it are dying
First they moved the gold-

Post if they let you,
but don’t share your bits,
And why aren’t you buying
All our gold plated bull-

Shit where you’re told
Now pay double your rent
Working 2,3 jobs
And I need every-

“Stop drop roll, just say no, go to school
If you work hard you’ll make it (they’ll believe it, those fools)
And we’ll burn up the planet while hoarding the cheese,
And blame it on them when they can’t buy CDs”

Mic check, mic check, 1-2, 1-2!
I don’t know what I’m supposed to do!
Mic check, mic check 1-2-3!
So many lies I can finally see!

I got to have toys,
I grew up having fun,
Now I’m as old as my parents
And I’m scared of cop’s guns

(Apparently bus rides are when I write lyrics)

Mic check, mic check, 1-2, 1-2!
I don’t know what I’m supposed to do!
Mic check, mic check 1-2-3!
So many lies I can finally see!

Orwell was loud the year I was born,
Valdez and Gulf 1 were the start of the storm.
Bush 1 and his boss, the clown from LA,
The homeless with AIDS, just because they were gay.

🖼

Looking at all the glowups is hurting my eyes. Stuff keeps leaking out of them. I should head to the repair bay and have them checked out.

Something that isn't mentioned in today's XKCD is the massive amounts of stick-figure dong that is now currently present while the guy argues with himself.

https://xkcd.com/2222/

Yeah. Yeah GreasePencil was the
missing piece for me. Here's a link to the video that made me gasp with joy.

https://www.youtube.com/embed/3UBL_AFvyog?start=51&end=395

So. Yeah. I posted this, and then i found out about GreasePencil in Blender.

Fucking game changer.

Possibly.

Need to not be at work and go home so I can try this out for myself.

Dammit Capitalism, why you gotta get in the way of me growing as a person?

I _KNOW_ how I want this thing to look.
I can see it so fucking clearly.
I just don’t know how to bring it forth.

I want to learn.
I have to make time.

I can’t ask to be supported while I struggle and learn, because I’m not already capable.

Starting from 0 is so, so daunting.

So much inertial to overcome.
Wish I could give up.
But visions won’t leave me alone.

I am Kelsey, a trans PoC.
I am Kelsey, a trans neon pink husky.
I am KLCY, an uploaded digital consciousness.
I am AXIOS, a giant husky robot made from smaller giant husky robots.
I am Aura, Shayne, Stratus, Karol, Megan, Mal, Ashleigh, Aneko, Libby, Takato, Kai, Damien, and Rachel.

I've been so many people, trying to be wanted. It'd be nice to finally settle on something.

Jedi Fallen Order was doing everything right so far as I've seen,

But I can't play as a woman.

COME ON! ITS 20-fucking-19 FOR FUCK'S SAKE!

This shouldn't even be a thing anymore. 2 different models, silent protagonist. Fallout 3 figured this out back in 2008.

This is not fucking hard. Its just a decision by now. A "stupid-ass decision"

And yeah, i might be the slowest husky to this. Sorry.

Oh no. Unlimited characters under CW has gone away. Shit. I used that a lot.