🔶 KLCY AXIOM Prime @kelseyhusky@awoo.space

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What's my energy type?

On a conference call to brainstorm work from home ideas with my team (no managers on the call), I said the phrase "We need a good strike." and no one disagreed with me.

Everything hurts. I'm full of confusion. The world is a mess. I feel like I could come flying apart any second. All the cracks break during the day, and seal themselves up every recharge cycle. Its literally turning myself off and back on again to do it all again.

But sure, I'm okay working an 11 hour shift.

I'm just... not okay tonight.

The style and tropes of sporting events is so tightly understood in Marble League and Marbula1 that I can't help but get my core pumping with excitement.

"The world you were raised to survive in no longer exists."

I wanted to throw myself down a gravity well.

So, I'm getting a gun of my own. Naturally, I've been turning to one of the more easily accessible repositories of human knowledge, Youtube, for input, information, and just general exposure to a new culture that I've largely ignored and dismissed.

This new interest has been noted by the large computer clusters that are increasingly being relied on by the powers that be to keep my eyeballs and thinking matter engaged and locked into their content ecosystem. In an effort to keep my interest there, instead of anywhere else, like work or other uses of my bandwidth, they recommend other videos for me to watch, based upon the videos that other people who watched the video i'm currently watching have watched.

The fact that this includes the very videos that made me dismiss guns entirely is completely lost on those poor bits of code doing their best.

I really wish there was a way to declare my taste profile so that I didn't get things I don't want to see served up to me.

Malware that turns robots into wolf robots

Lycanthro.py

9 months from now, Generation C is born in December 2020 because America hoarded toilet paper instead of condoms.

Just want to be loved. Know I am. Feel like not.

Oh yeah Missed meds schedule. Mood crash is right on time.

So, a new hand cannon is on the way for platform integration. This is opening up whole new avenues for anxiety, worry, and fear.

And also, apparently, the equivalent of sitting in the custom character screen for hours and hours.

There's too many damn options!

A friend told me about a problem he was having with his laptop, and it made me realize that I miss fixing computers.

I must be loosing my mind. Cause not4 years ago I swore I wouldn't go back to fixing computers.

But maybe I could just do it on a local, friendly basis instead of having it for a job? That would probably work.

Today was a very hard day.

Back when the internet was "New" The original Mortal Kombat movie was soon to be released in theaters, and I tried to sign up for the official form with the username "LukeSkywalker" thinking that no one would've loved Star Wars as much as I did to want that to be their username.

12 year old me was very disappointed when the suggested number to add was up in the 200s.

I'm taking a tolerance break for the whole month of March so I can enjoy the whole month of April.

I dreamed about getting high Friday night.

It's gonna be a long month.

The River Tribe has its first confirmed COVID-19 infection. I was ordered to test my VPN tomorrow to make sure that it is both configured properly and that the Tribe's services could handle the load of needing to connect to a Tribe's worth of users working remotely.

My manager, who was sick last week, is feeling perfectly fine now, but has decided to take today off "Just as a precaution" Normally, I wouldn't be pissed off, but having to sit through a meeting where he's telling us we don't get to do the same thing because there isn't enough remote work volume to have a business justification to let my and my fellow techs the same precaution is... damaging to my trust in him. It is hard to follow a leader who won't take the same risks he isn't allowing those under him to avoid while he sits comfortable.

So, I'm going to start making a protesting-focused telepresence robot with a big telescoping LCD sign, loudspeakers, and deployable inflatable cover. This is about avoiding crowd control chemicals and the spread of infections.