Shit th' buni says
@KawaSeadrake @CoronaCoreanici To be sure, the path I travel is fraught precisely because the first thing I had to embrace was an acceptance that I can never truly know if I'm delusional. I must trust some sources of external feedback as blind validations, else I could vanish into my own reality tunnel and not return. That's its own kind of special hell. I don't fault anyone for rejecting this approach. I could very well be crazy.
Shit th' buni says
@CoronaCoreanici @KawaSeadrake And it's not like this is a one-and-done, either. The caput mortuum demands that be the first thing I check. "What If you're just delusional?" And I can never wholly rule it out. I must allow for it to be the case, alqays. Thankfully, it's rare that I have to push real hard on that, but the check still has to be done. It's like a preflight safety check. Skipping it is more dangerous than doing it and having to adjyst.