Madison Rye Progress | Skunks& @makyo@awoo.space

Hey yo sick of hypotension.

Smooth cats! Finally feeling confident enough after surgery to shave outer labia. Wasn't going to bother, originally, since I've been so nervous about it, but it feels good ^^

Update: still a chunk.

Transdjenter

Today's dog is: very good

Today's tea is a very young (six weeks, maybe?) old arbor pu'er that was intentionally handled a little rough during processing. On suggestion, I'm trying it now before laying it down for a while to chill out. Bright, a bit astringent, sweet, a touch cabbage-y, but in a pleasant way.

smooches.............

Send pets, I'm EXTREMELY gay

"Oh, sweet, that makes you, like...co-workers twice removed!" #shitihear

Current status: panicking a hole in the fabric of spacetime. Scared shitless for a friend (and, frankly, of them, as well), freaking out about work, terrified I'm going to hurt people I love. Sigh. Laying down to bank spoons for tonight, as I think the ritual will be a positive thing.

All instrumental, all creepy to various degrees:

Bohren & Der Club of Gore - Black Earth: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Bm9F3GFnik (jazzy, mellow, dark but not scary)

Blanck Mass - World Eater: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P8lOpbz2BmM (active and jittery, more intense than scary)

Haxan Cloak - Excavation: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9iBaQrDW544 (pretty actively creepy)

For Halloween, I'm going as a trans girl, which, I've been told, is fucking terrifying to large swaths of the population.

Had a wee meltdown this morning thinking about upcoming work problems (migrating to new wayback, no idea how we're going to handle YouTube captures), which was helped out a bit by food. I think I need to start seriously working on regular breakfasts, much as I hate it -.-