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re: Dyskinesia venting 

Any little bit of stress and everything goes off the rails. Bad enough during stand-up today that I started stuttering. Joked earlier that it was like physical dissociation and nah, it's like total dissociation. It's like watching myself from two feet above, worrying over that body that clearly isn't mine.

I may schedule an appointment with GP, as well, 'cause, while I love my therapist, I dunno if I want to get by with just what she has to say.

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The sky is made of honey. The cloud is made of honey. We are all made of honey and it's pretty good.

Dyskinesia venting 

So exhausted, so embarrassed -.-

Underwear pic 

Camo! Am now ready to blend in with my surroundings (so long as they're very weird surroundings)

re: e621 data 

Whoops, was calculating percentages against only the two results. Much better calculating against the total submissions for that year.

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e621 data 

Got it all, plus a cron job to refresh it once a day \o/

First thing to check on was a hunch that the 'male/female' tag was getting more and more popular than the 'male/male' tag over time. Doesn't look to be the case, though.

"average person records 3 podcasts a month" factoid actualy just statistical error. average person records 0 podcasts per year. Podcasts McElroy, who lives in Huntington & records over 10,000 each day, is an outlier adn should not have been counted

Family, gender (-) 

Dad's coming up for Thanksgiving, which means pretending I haven't been working on my magical girl transformation :S

Gonna have to see if I have nicer boymode clothes for going to a relatively fancy restaurant.

Lewd text, e621 data 

Working with this data set is a trip :P

I've made it to my third server. They're all named after species of foxes, so I have alopex (which is my legacy stuff, hence the deprecated name), bengalensis, and now cana.

Cozy cozy night followed up by hecka sleep (◡‿◡✿)

Dyskinesia griping 

I'm so tired, so sore, so sick. Despite the promising first day, the meds aren't doing anything. If this is permanent, I'm going to lose my mind.

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