The Technicolor Out Of Space @neonNeptunian@awoo.space

(thread-tag for @green and @Jacel because they showed interest. <3)

Thunder and drizzle and sun, all in a single moment.

Huh. n..n

https://twitter.com/chromaticCorona/status/893222412770267136

Oh, hello thunder. @_@

nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

*gigglefit* 💜 💜 💜

iiiiii dont got no work

m'just gonna boop on my drum all daaaay

((that last bit is somewhat tongue-in-cheek))

((I'm glad y'all are enjoying my nonsense.

Hi! You! You're cool. And deserve to feel good about yourself. 💜 ))

(s'kinda nice doing these constant niceties and affirmations, hee. It's fun being the soft encouraging friend. <3 I hope it doesn't get annoying....but, at the same time, I can guess think it prooobably wouldn't be unwelcome out here.

You can always tell me to shut up. :B )

Good morning, dear lights. May today treat you with warmth and happiness.

And, hey, psst, how about this:

Find something nice to give yourself today. Like a hug!

You deserve a hug today! In fact, this awoo is a token for one free hug.

If you have nobody around you that you can exchange that for, I want you to give yourself a big ol' hug, and know that's from me.

You are wonderful. 💜

i should sleeep.

but i hope you all have a good lovely and restful night

and may you all dream of wonders. 💜

(no seriously i know the west coast's current status is: fire

so like

drink something. s'good for you. 💜 )

at times like these I am reminded of comments snarkily given to me by burners out on the playa:

DRINK WATER, HIPPIES

and here, a brief snippet so you can at least hear what it sounds like:

(sorry for birdsite)

https://twitter.com/chromaticCorona/status/892818853713063941

please admire my big queer progeny with me

it's a handpan! percussive and musical, like a steel drum.

💜

https://awoo.space/media/p_0FLAC4t69gU8rgt5c

....in happier news my drum came???

they didnt even tell me it was finished slash shipping but??? okay????

it took them months to just tell me 'will I be the donor' plus blood testing they said would be insurance'd

which it wasn't

they gave estimates of late july
before giving my brother a month-long regimen of chemo meds in the middle of july

just this whole thing has been a coordination disaster and yeah im actually *really fucking mad*.

could go back to Seattle, viable, but even that feels like too-loose footing since I don't know when i'll need to be back.

Rrg.

So now instead of August 14th/31st, it's looking like Aug 21/September 13th for the physical regimen and then transplant

_maybe_!?!?

despite what was said two weeks ago they still didn't give me a concrete answer until I go and call

*again*

like, that's all I want at this point, is just to put a dart on the board and COMMIT TO A DAY

dont even feel like I can come home until I at least have *that*, 'cuz it still could change.
Again.
Again.
*Again.*
Rrrgh.

I love you all so very much.

May you find bounty and fortune;
may hardship turn to joy.

May your gardens bear fruit,
and may you eat your fill.

This you deserve.
This you have earned.

And, as always,
may you dream of wonders.

💜

LADY

HEAR ME TONIGHT

CUZ MY FEELING

IS JUST SO RIGHT