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good morning from the microcosm!

homerun

theres a chorus of whispers in my brain that i can barely hear beneath the tinnitus ring and sometimes they get loud enough to hear. it's like having a colony of dwarves in your head, and i kinda can't get used to it. sometimes i zoom in on conversations and i hear the weirdest things, debates over this or that, business dealings, casual chats between friends

i am the ultimate gamer girl

i want someone to spoil me for valentines!!!!

im RIGHT HERE!!

lb this is more of a reminder to myself than anything. somethin to be comforted by. this be me and im damn proud of that

im feeling tense. sorta anxious and a little on edge. never a great mood

sometimes i think a shadow sorta hides in my system somewhere whispering doubts and negativity in my ear and i gotta tell em to shut the fuck up and let me have a good time sometimes. like, just today, i was folding clothes and things started and i kinda yelled "no" in my head, quickly settled after that