child grooming/csa
when i was 12 i started using the internet a lot more, especially deviantart bc i wanted to be an artist and i was very curious.
i ended up being exposed to "sex positive" theory. and i was really relieved because i needed someone to tell me that me potentially wanting to have sex someday wasn't evil bc at 12 i was scared of "being a sl-t"
child grooming/csa
but the literal exact same circle of people that i read this stuff from like also ended up using me for sexual gratification at 13/14 so its like Wow!