when i was 12 i started using the internet a lot more, especially deviantart bc i wanted to be an artist and i was very curious.
i ended up being exposed to "sex positive" theory. and i was really relieved because i needed someone to tell me that me potentially wanting to have sex someday wasn't evil bc at 12 i was scared of "being a sl-t"
child grooming/csa
i dont really have any conclusions to draw from this. it just was. its evil that these people used a lonely child not wanting to feel evil because their parents told them their nascent sexuality was something awful & to be feared. used that as a springboard to get what they want