diet dr. nasty @pinkplasticwineglass@awoo.space

like my concept of how a relationship involving me would work is that i need to be as sexually appealing and emotionally low maintenance as possible because normal people wouldnt be attracted to me otherwise

theres like a million reasons this happens uh. im really worried that when i seek out relationships in the future im gonna get into bad ones even if i try not to

i forgot what i was going to say on here
im gay

i don't Hate Myself as like, an active state of mind often at all but in my actions & thoughts its clear i do. just am not sitting around often, thinking about how i should kill myself

i dont think i notice how bad my self esteem is because its. technically much better than it used to be, but still absolutely rock bottom

@asmalldragon@mastodon.social
after it rains i check for worms on the ground & put them back in the dirt. then tear up a little because, i love worms

put a big dog in bnha and have them carry people across snow

@asmalldragon@mastodon.social theres a lot of that

@asmalldragon@mastodon.social its good

this is less "oc idea' and more "i think someone else should do this." put a dog in bnha

i appreciate aizawa because i also am tired and home of sexual

i marry toshinori and we are both everyones dads now

@asmalldragon@mastodon.social
i guess i will
just have to marry them. oh no

its not my fault that yagi and aizawa are very endearing and also attractive. just husbandable

my bnha oc is a person whose quirk is being a big fluffy dog. they do cold climate rescue

@asmalldragon@mastodon.social
regularly i feed my body normal healthy things and it decides that i should "have a stomache for the next 8 hours"

@brucewayne all m
y husbands
toshinori yagi and shouta aizawa

im tired of feeling worried when i see kids on the internet because freaks just see a resource to mine

i dont really have any conclusions to draw from this. it just was. its evil that these people used a lonely child not wanting to feel evil because their parents told them their nascent sexuality was something awful & to be feared. used that as a springboard to get what they want

but the literal exact same circle of people that i read this stuff from like also ended up using me for sexual gratification at 13/14 so its like Wow!