diet dr. nasty @pinkplasticwineglass@awoo.space
i have stupid bitch disorder
this is basically a vent account, i try to set my posts as followers only so if shit somehow shows up in your feed my apologies
Joined Jun 2017
im the kroger clown
https://awoo.space/media/aa46cJWtzoLCKUDIfHY GOT IM i was forgetting he has a big forehead with worry creases
aizawa is easy
todhinori yagi... hard to draw
i have pain aversion to the point if it being counterproductove to my overall health. conflict avoidance. it places strain on my relationships because i often cannot have difficult conversations . i can do it with close friends but not anyone else. it feels "safe" to do so with them but if i dont implicitly trust someone i cant. it makes sense because i am conditioned to expect people to be unreasonable to me but my interpersonal skills still objectively suck
shouta aizawa weighted blanket
i dont want to be at work 1:30 to 10:00 tomorrow
i'm logged in. i'm online
when i say words its parts of myself leaving me, and when other people hear those words they are taking those parts of me away from me and they aren't good enough for those parts.
i am strange and my strangeness is observed & quartered for consumption when others see me, and they conceptualize that i am strange and that takes something away from me. they do not want to understand me they just want to drain me so i am safest being alone so that i cannot be weakened by eyes
i feel like when i am seen or observed by other people that it takes something away from me. that them observing me compromises my integrity, changing or taking something from me
piss joke
i dunno, piss on me, or don't. whatever.
piss joke
(extremely bored voice) you have to water me. you have to use your pee.
god im such a disappointing person. in general.
i overreact when they complain to me because its just like "UGH YOU'RE BEING A DISAPPOINTMENT TO ME AGAIN" both from me to them + them to me. and also i'm scared of them
nice to know that us feeling incredibly disappointed in each other is mutual
i'm mad but like at myself for being like this
i have stupid bitch disorder
this is basically a vent account, i try to set my posts as followers only so if shit somehow shows up in your feed my apologies
Joined Jun 2017
