diet dr. nasty @pinkplasticwineglass@awoo.space

i like when i log into discord and have messages from friends. and i respond to them. new experience that i like. small step

im like so scared of my friends actually. im allergic

@pinkplasticwineglass ive been having these conversations for years -> youre in a really different place now vs when you were 14-15 and actually talked to your friends -> you will need it too much and drain everyone so dont start to rely on it in the first place

@pinkplasticwineglass i feel rely alone and scared and hate nyself constantly but i know if i talk to someone about it it wont last very long. im arguing with myself as i type this

what i really want is for people to tell me they dont think im nuts. yes my parents are hurting me. yes youve been sexually abused. but its not necessarily healthy for me to try and fill a gap in my own brain with reassurance from others so i just whine on the internet a lot instead.

i dont know how to deal with anything

mortimer cancelled